6/21/2011

Random Post

This one was probably a few days ago. Near midnight, and far from sleepy. And damn it's far too late. .-.
I always knew my prediction about tonight is true. I'll always be able to stay up so late after a very satisfying noon-nap. I'm actually starting to think that this thing is genetic. I've tried a couple of times, both consciously and not, not to take a noon-nap. And, as expected, i couldn't get passed the 11.30 mark. Now, i'm pretty sure i'll beat my earlier 2am record. And i don't even know if it's supposed to be a good thing or not...
Anyways, i was texting with her earlier. Let's call her... Ms. G. After a few texts, she suddenly called me an idiot. Now, i know i shouldn't be assuming that it's meant for me because the text tone felt so supportive to my assumption <i can always feel the tone in texts, dunno how. Maybe this one's genetic as well. Never really thought about it... \:>, but i felt offended. And i'm so not cool with that. It did crossed my mind to ask 'who's the idiot you meant?', but my assumption habit got the better of me, because i believe she'll answer a very big you. Like this > YOU. Maybe with exclamation and spaces between the letters. Now THAT is really not cool!
Moving on now. Also, these last couple of days <maybe months, never knew since when it started>, couldn't really think straight. Especially, if i think of the nature of human kind. Like, what their body do when they're nervous. I know a few, but when i try to put it through my pencil and down on the paper <or maybe through my fingers and down to the keypad, tiny cablings and finally, screen of my phone>, i really can't do it.
Also, i got some major problems regarding the themes, plot, characterisation and bla bla bla, all that stuff about short stories. I really can't make it all. AND, THE CONFLICT! This one really starts to get on my nerves. Maybe one of the many reasons that keep my writer's block wall stay strong.
I think that's all for today's post. Once again, really can't think straight. Hope you have some solutions. Really hope you do. (: Ja ne!

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